Friday, June 16, 2006

See it from the good side.

Life changed so much since April, job, car, and life.
I currently work two jobs, I am a software engineer in HP (Roseville Campus) during the day and work telecommute for a small company call MortgageDocs at night.
Thanks for the busy schedule I am no longer have what you call “life” anymore. I don't even has time for movie, photography, or dating. The good side is I can pay off a new car in a year and have money to do my yard and marry (in some day).
Last month I traded in my lovely Acura MDX and get a new Sicon Xb. I love the Xb, it is a perfect commute car and I don’t have to worry about mileages and gas money as much as the past. I am not use to drive an economy car, but in this stage of life “nice” has a totally different meaning now.
My darkest nightmare had finally come in a peaceful Monday afternoon.
I was so miserable and the emotions were mix that I had never felt before.
The initial shock was devastating and it felt like I lost a love one.
After a long smoke break, all those negative thoughts changed to positive.
I realize what I did two months ago was right and that is what I wanted all along so I can have my life back.
I am free, and finally I can close the chapter and start a new chapter freely.
I finally escape the prison of the past.
I guess you guys won't see any sad photography from me now.