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This is how I remember myself (Bo Ching).
Step 2: Select a brush, for this tutorial I'm using Size 17 with Color "4c4912" for the eyeliner.
Step 3: Start a new layer then choose "Soft Light" as the blending mode for eyeshadow
Step 4: Select a brush, for this step I'm using Size 65 with Color "88952e" for the eyeshadow.
And the final result...
32" x 40" Softbox
20 Degree Honey Comb Grid
42" White Circular Reflector
ISO 200, 1/80 F7.1
Here is the diagram:
In most of my past relationships I through it was true love but in fact it’s not. If that wasn’t love than what it is? Maybe just infatuation and after the lover’s phase I felt we were nothing in common and sometimes we didn’t even know what to talk with each other. After a while our connection and communication closed and we no longer shared our life. I felt like we were apart in fact we were sleep on the same bed. Love ended and something we were confused was I in love. When time goes by, we have forgotten the feeling of love.
But than what does real love feels like? Maybe it’s when two people seem to know each other for ages. Their conversation never lacks of topics and never gets dull. People don’t have to say anything because they understand each other without words. And those silence and boring moments never feels uncomfortable. True love is when two people complete one another and putting partner in the first place. The most important things are action and communication. Love is a verb, not a noun. It requires actions and not how times you said to a person.
I know this time is "true love" because I never love one person that much before us, and I know I will never love in the same way after us. Therefore I know she is the one and my last one.
She is my best friend who I can share my thoughts, wisdom, and life with. When she is around everything feels better, everything tastes better, everything sounds better, everything smells better, and everything looks brighter.
I have been living in my house for 2 and a half years and I never felt like home before. It was a place to get my work done and sleep. I had no purpose and desire to stay this empty big house. It felt like I was staying in someone else’s house.
When she was present this big cold house no long cold and empty but as my home. The three days she was there gave me the purpose to come home because I knew there was someone special was waiting for me. She didn’t just change my house but she re-defined, she made this house feels like home to me.
I got back from Hawaii last night and I saw her stuffs in my bathroom it warms my heart. Suddenly I can smell her present and I felt I was not alone anymore. I just can’t put it in word to describe how much this moment means to me. It feels like home to me….
I have always felt lucky for all the wonderful things and people I have in my life, but last night I felt extra blessed because of her little things in the bathroom. I wish we can make a lot of wonderful memories here in the house I finally call home now.
“Hi, I heard a lot of good things about you. Just want to drop you a line to say "HI"
We started with a smile in friendster and our course of life has been changed. It was a minor simple greet when the simple message sent, but it was a huge turning point in our life. My intention was simple, I was in the process of networking people, and I assumed the more people you meet the greater chance you can find someone that match what you are looking for. We started the conversations back and fore in friendster and email. I invited her to my white water rafting trip on 07/07/07 and no doubt it was the luckiest day in my life. The real feelings started on the following Wednesday which I asked her to go salsa lesson with me in Café Cocomo. After the first dance I never want to dance with anyone else but her. All I can hear was my heart beat when we were dance because I was nervous and couldn’t breathe. The next day we went to Chez Panisse for dinner, I bought her sun flowers and took our first picture. The weekend was the beginning of our relationship. I took her to Sausalito for breakfast and hiking in Muir Woods. It was peaceful and felt everything was so right. There was a moment that I felt everything has been written by GOD and it required no explanation. And I realize all my fail relationships were a learning curve and preparation for this one. Life is a learning process and I learn how love feels the first time.
"Give your heart and soul to me and life will always be La vie en rose"
Louis Armstrong - La Vie En Rose (Life in Pink)
Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose
When you kiss me heaven sighs
And tho I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose
When you press me to your heart
I'm in a world apartA world where roses bloom
And when you speak...angels sing from above
Everyday words seem...to turn into love songs
Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La vie en rose
In both Japanese and Chinese cultures the cherry blossom is full of symbolic meaning and significance. In Chinese the cherry blossom is often the symbol of love, in contrast Japanese represents the transience of life. This concept ties in very deeply with the fundamental teachings of Buddhism that state all life is suffering and transitory.
It means both to me, I chose a Japanese style pattern, a bur smoky pattern with sharp edge cherry blossom. I knew the design is very feminine therefore I added the smoky and dark pattern as a background to make it more muscular. This is not something was gotten because a bunch of friends were getting one. This is a piece of art that I envision and it means something more than a tattoo, it is a devotion to art and my culture.
Sorry Mom I got this during Mother’s day, I know my mom won’t like it but she should loves me as who I am.
I got to EddieTattoo around 3pm and I was more ready than the last one. This time was a lot bigger than the last one and I know it would be painful and I can’t tolerate the pain. After I told Eddie what I wanted, he started to hand free drew it on my arm to make sure the design was according to my idea. When he started I regretted because it was 4 times more painful than last time. When he needled around the collar bone and armpit around I scream so hard. My hand was holding tight and I can’t breathe right because of the intense pain. The three hours seems to be forever and it was the most pain act that I ever committed. But after it was completed, there was a moment of joy and it was indescribable. It was all worth it!
It will be one more piece to complete this arm. It will be done when I forgot the pain, but now “no way Jose!”
This was the 16th annual KaBoom music festival held from radio station KFOG. According to my friend it used to be free and this was the first year they charged $10 online and $15 by the door. Thanks for Gavin Newsom Administration for doubled the fees on KaBoom.
We got there in Pier 30 by 7:30pm and the concert is almost over, but there were more special in this concert. It is famous for the state-of-the-art fireworks, a digitally-fired, and synchronized to a World Class Rock soundtrack. When darkness falls around 9:10pm the staff turned off the light and the fireworks start. It was amazing they can slow down the firework when they played a slow track. It was the most amazing fireworks show I ever seen. It was a cold night and luckily I brought sleep bag so we won’t catch a cold. But when the firework started nothing really matters. I am sure I will grab a better site next year.
This was my first experience of indoor rock climbing in Mission Cliffs, San Francisco. This was a first time ever so we had to attend a safety course in order to allow climbing. I didn’t know that you actually need someone to belay you and it was hard to trust some newbie because my life was depended on him/her. Anyway… Luckily, staff working at the gym was happy to literally show us the ropes and the safety procedures. After the safety course we got our permit to climb. After a couple beginner routes I was tired. We had lunch in Boston Market and came back for some more climbing.
After a good lunch I tried 5.8 (still a beginner route but much harder). I was in the middle of it, so tired, my fingers clung the rock above me with my feet balanced precariously on the edge. I was just hung there without any energy to move on. I told my belay partner “I am done put the break on and I am coming down. “ I sighed. It was tougher than I thought, and my upper body muscle didn’t help me much at all. Even the first time girl was a lot better than me.
Oh well, I have to do it again sometime. Challenge is good for me.
Today is a “Margarita Friday”, and our company serves margarita for Cinco De Mayo. Just in time I can show off my salsa move that I learned from the class to the co-workers. I was dancing with my co-worker Jamie and shown off what we had learn from the class last night. I also brought some Latin music to make it a better atmosphere. I am still drinking my second glass of margarita and I think I need to stop now.
Finally Spring/Summer was here, this weekend was hot we had 90s on Saturday and upper 80s on Sunday. Sunday was my first BBQ of the year and I love BBQ, not only the food instead it is the people. I like social gathering activity and this Sunday was a perfect event for me.Sacramento Asian Activity Group organized a picnic in Rancho Seco Sunday 4/29. It was a great turn out, and we had about 60 people there. I was late because I was waiting for my friend Iris to show up, but I didn’t miss any fun at all.
Rancho Seco Park is build by SMUD in the early 90s, it serve as an emergency backup water supply in case of fire for the now-closed Rancho Seco Power generating station. It was the main source of water supply for the power plant. The last time I was there was in my high school year. So that means I had not been there for more than 12 years. The park has not changed much at all, just a lot of new housing development along the way to the park.
We had many activities in this event such as BBQ (of course), fishing, kayaking, volleyball, and Texas Holdem. I marinated some of my best chicken wings and grilled for the folks too bad not everyone tried but they were good. I can’t have enough of it!
I played some valley ball, grill, and chat with new friends. It can’t get any better for a Sunday afternoon.
One two three, five six seven.
I registered a beginning salsa class in Vacaville adult school couple months ago and I got some of my co-workers join me. I always love to watch Latin Dance and last year one of my friends brought to a studio to watch live performance. After that I was hooked and been looking for a beginner class and dance party since then.
This is my first real class for salsa and it is a 5 session class. Angeline, the instructor was a tall slim beautiful 25 years old lady. I learned basic steps, turn, side steps and back steps. It was easy because I already knew these steps from last year and from a DVD lessons. So I was the pro in the class yesterday.Most of my classmates are 40-50 years old woman and I know they force their husband to take this class. Probably I am the only guy who wants to learn it. Oh well, hopefully I will learn some new move next week.
After an exhausted Saturday, I woke up this Sunday morning to get ready for Church. My previous co-worker from HP Troy Fulton invited me to his church “New Song Christian Church” this Sunday. The church had invited a Christian musicians “Andy & Pam Allen” to play during the morning service.
I saw the World Vision booth in back side of the auditorium. It was a Sponsor a child program and it got me interested. There were many packages with a child picture on the table. It was heart breaking when I see all these poor children and think of what they have to go through each day. I want to help, but I wasn’t sure which one to pick. What country? Age? Gender? Who needs the most? Because I knew today I will make a different for one child.
During the service Pam shared their experience in Lesotho, Africa. In their visit they promised them that they would come home and tell their story to as many people as they could in order to help them. I was touch and tears were flowing out from my eyes. After the service I went to the World Vision booth and chat with Pam and she told me most people sponsor younger children and older boys always get left behind. So I ask them to pick me an older boy so I can help him. Pam’s eyes started to get red and so as I. The feeling I had in that moment was indescribable. The joy and happiness that I had was more than anything I could remember. I can’t make a different for the world they live it, but I can make a different for this child and their family. I realized I found the purpose of life and the happiness that I was searching for. The true happiness is not about yourself, instead it is about others and giving. For this event this boy and me's life were changed and we will see the world a little brighter after today.
“Many persons have a wrong idea of what constitutes true happiness. It is not attained through self-gratification but through fidelity to a worthy purpose.” (Helen Keller)
Here is some information about the child I am sponsoring.
Husen lives with his parents, 3 brothers, and 1 sister. His parents struggle to provide for the family. His father is a peasant farmer and him mother takes care of the household. Despite their efforts, it is difficult to meet the family's needs.
Husen and his family live in a community severely affacted by the HIV/AIDS crisis. In some communities, AIDS affects the entire social structure as a generation of hardworking adults is being wiped out. Frightened children and exhausted grandparents rarely have money for food, school, or medical care. Through sponsorship, I can ensure access to these and other basic needs for Husen and his family.
Husen is in primary school and he enjoys science. He helps at home by caring for the animals. He likes to play soccer. He is in good health.
http://www.worldvision.org/Hope
A little info about Andy & Pam:
Andy & Pam live with their 5 kids in Chico, CA. They tour and work with churches – leading worship concerts and sharing music in church services, along with teaching their CALLED to WORSHIP workshops and training worship teams. http://www.andyallen.com/
Enjoying the nature is a good way to escape from the busy stressful city life. This hike was planned three weeks ago after the Mt. Diablo Hike. I almost had to call this hike off because of the weather condition. The forecast said it would rain and I was just rolling the dice and hope the rain comes later.
It took us nearly two hours to drive to Muir Woods in Mills Valley. Once we got to Muir Woods, the first parking lot was still not full so we parked our cars and wait for the rest of the group.
Finally everyone was there 14 of us. We paid our park fee and took a group photo and start our hike. It was very crowded as we headed down the paved trail and I ensure the group as soon as we enter the next trail you will not see many people at all. We walked past four bridges which cross Redwood Creek, and started off on the Ben Johnson Trail at the fourth bridge.
Here the pavement ends and the
crowds begin to dissipate
rapidly. The trail also heads uphill,
steadily and somewhat steeply. We turned right and took Stapelveldt and TCC. We stopped at the big rock in Van Wyck Meadow and took some group picture there.
We could have been hiked more but I knew it would rain so we turn back at Bootjack instead of going to Troop 80 then Ocean View. By the time we arrived back to Muir Wood the rain came and after the restroom break we left and went to King of Thai for lunch.
Since Saturday was a Cherry Blossom Festival, before I head back to Sacramento Janet and I stopped by Japan Town to check out the Festival. Unfortunately, it was still rain so we didn’t stay long and head back home.
Thirty-two people were killed and at least 15 injured in two shooting attacks in the cold morning of 4/16 at Virginia Tech. According to the media it was the deadliest shooting rampage in American history.
Shock, sorrow, and concern about the school safety in American and I am wonder who should responsible for this tragedy? Who should we blame?
Is it the school officials that responded not taking more serious action on the first shooting? Or should we blame the government about the gun control issue? Or should we blame the culture of America?
It is a wake-up call for the university to review their security procedures. I know for sure a small piece of freedom has been taken away from us today.
I got an invitation from Jane a few weeks ago about the Vivienne Westwood Exhibition in de Young Museum. At first I didn’t recall who is Vivienne Westwood was, but as soon as I went to de Young’s website and see the work she did I know who she is and I can’t miss this exhibition.
Vivienne Westwood is both iconoclast and global icon. In the 1970s, she electrified the world with the launch of punk fashion and went on to become one of the most inventive and influential designers of our time. Fashion to her became "a baby I picked up and never put down." Her early work was really extraordinary and unique.
I always hard to except most of the collection form a designer as fashion and I always see it as art. Maybe my definition of fashion is trends that have already been accepted by the public and the fashion world. On the other hand I think art is more personal, subjective, and less functional value. I found her early collection is overly details (I wished photography were allowed so I can show you what I mean), but I do love her early 80s punk style outrageous designs.
I hosted a little reunion party at my house on Saturday. I wish the weather was sunny so I can go outside and grill some wings. It was a last minute thing that I came up last weekend when I spoke to Sherry. My intention was to invite as much people who graduated from Sacramento High School as possible and have them bring their significant others to the party. However most people have changed their contact number and some of them already had plans. I didn’t want to change plan even the rain and only few of them show up because I was excited a party and I invited some of my friends and two cats already.
It was a busy afternoon; I quickly managed to clean up my house in an hour then ran to the store to buy food to be made for the party. I made roast pork loin, soba noodles, and special requested from my sister Sharon cream brulee.
Well, I had a good time. I wish more people were attending this party but this was as good as it gets.
Next time I will plan it a little bit earlier, a little more prepared, and ask them to bring more babies!
Wow, what a exciting day? I got my Nikon D40, IPOD Shuffle, SanDisk Extreme III 2GB card, Book "The Alchemist" By Paulo Coelho, and a Starbucks Gift Card.
Maybe I just shop too much last couple week.
I am so excited when I got in my office this morning. A brand new Nikon D40 is sitting on my desk and waiting for me to unwrap it.
I need a light camera for point-and-shoot and hiking. This camera will help to capture more wonderful images for this blog. Its so light weight I can carry it everywhere instead of my Canon SD600 pocket camera. I only grab my big D200 when I've got something more serious to photograph.
I’ve always wanted a tattoo ever since I was a kid. About a year and a half ago I started to sketch up ideas. I wanted a Japanese koi fish on my calf but I haven’t found the design I like yet. I got inspired by those full body tattoo Japanese woman and I think the art itself speak stronger than having a tattoo.
It was a warm Sunday Easter afternoon and I was supposed to pick up Karey in San Jose. I took her with me to the Bay Area to my friend’s pot luck gathering, then her friend Paul picked her up from my friend’s house.
Paul is a wonderful tall shy shinny guy who works in a tattoo shop (www.eddietattoo.com), it is a family business and he works there since a kid. When I got there at around 4:30 Sunday I was just waiting for Karey and thinking to head back home and I don’t want to drag too long in the shop. I talked to Paul’s father (I think his name is Eddie), he is a outgoing kind man around mid 50s who loves red wine. He asked me “Are you Karey’s friend who wants a Koi fish?” I was kind of shy and reply “Yes, I been thinking about it. Any good designs?” He showed me a bunch of pictures but it was nothing that I interested it. Therefore I continued my new book and not thought of it anymore. When Karey and Paul finally arrived to the shop I was excited to see them because I felt left out in the shop. Paul’s Dad asked me that have I done any tattoo before and I replied no. They looked me and told me it will be hurt for the first time and the size of the tattoo I wanted to get will be very painful.
I decided to get a little one on my upper arm and test out the water before I commit to a big one. My idea for the first tattoo was represent luck, simple, and artistic. I wanted something match my personality. I thought clover might be a good one to pick but I can’t found a nice one. So it got me really thinking…
For that moment I see a tradition Chinese BamBOo water painting in my mind and that’s what I want.
I was a bit hesitated to do a permanent mark in my arm, and I think I can back out I still can. After googled for more than 20 minutes I found the bamboo that I like. I printed out and handed to Paul and he started drawing it on top of the light table. I was ready because I already have the image of the tattoo on my arm. I rested my arm on this thing while Paul’s dad “needdles” did his work. It hurts, but pain was nothing worse than someone broke your heart. I felt more pain before and this is nothing compare to some depression I had. It went the full range from painful and unpleasant in certain areas, to almost feeling sort of good in others. It was very strange.
I am still thinking what is the psychological effect would be on me to have my first tattoo. It is sort of a life-transition in this Easter Day, I felt like a re-born last night and become a different me when I start my new day tomorrow. And now, I feel different not only my mind, but my heart and soul had been touched, and forever modified in this process.
Eddie's Tattoo 1207 El Camino Real, Santa Clara, CA 95050 (408) 554-8520
The story behind the picture:
"I woke up in a strange little town of unknown by the chilly fresh air from the river. I can’t remember a thing from how I got here only I remember the love from the past life. Why am I here? What is the purpose? I will follow my heart and explore this strange place.I got scare because there are no people around but I have the feeling being followed.
Why? I want to ask for direction, but the city is empty.
Love has been followed me along, it is just my Paranoia."
The alarm clock went off at 5:45am the early Saturday morning. Usually I am not so motivated to wake up that early but for photography it was a piece of cake. However, it turned out rather disappointed. I got a bad news from Joanne (my model) she was overly drunk the night before and cannot make it my long planned photo shoot. There nothing I can do or done but to go back to bed again.
She called me around 9 something and wanted to give me an apology, but instead I told her to go. I knew that I won’t complete this project but at least we can do part of it. The most wanted shot is a bridge shot which only can shoot it during sunrise.
It was an overcast day, a perfect day for outdoor photography. We went to Walnut Grove and about 2 hours later I got what I wanted. It was the style I wanted, the urban suspense photography. It was a new step to establish my own unique style.
I feel refresh when there is a quality photography time with my friends. Every year we choose a national park to photograph. This year is Death Valley. This is one of the picture I downloaded my friend's website.
We were playing around panning moving blur. Kenneth and I were the model that time. Fun Fun Fun. (kind of funny two 30+ adults running like a kid)
Spring is perfect time for hiking in Mt. Diablo, a scenic 7 miles four hours easy hike in Mt. Diablo was what I need to relax my stress for work and connect with the nature. I organize the trip for the Sacramento Activity Group couple weeks ago and I got some good response from members. Together we had 8 people to hike Mt. Diablo Eagle Peak Trail.
We met in Present Hill Bart Station by 9:30am and arrived in the trail head around 10:15am.
The air was crisp it still felt like a sunny late winter days but I was perfect for this hike. I still remember last about the same time I hiked the same trail and it was hot and sweaty.
My friend Mary was a first time hiker so she didn’t prepare for anything, but this is a beginner hike so she has nothing to worry about. Along the way all the vegetation was green, in three month the mountain will change its color to brown from the hot summer months. We saw a couple snakes along the hike, and one is a baby rattlesnake. It was scary because my friend almost stepped on it, it would be bad if he did. Lucky we have Phil, who is a very experienced hiking with good eyes.
Over all, everyone wants more. I am going to plan some longer trials in the near future. I think my next hike will be in Muir’s Wood. I miss those big red woods!